Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Today I finally snapped. I had been holding in all the stress from the week's nightmarish events but this morning right after finishing a lovely breakfast on the deck the waterworks began.
When I got up, I was so excited over it being a "sock" morning. I dug out my favorite pair of old handknits and settled in for some quiet knitting but I found myself overcome with emotions and feelings of grief.
Even hiding away in my mosquito proof nook with a pot of tea and my lace project didn't help. I blubbered all damn day over every little thing. It's been too much. Too, too much.